All Hallow's Eve...

In modern day society, Halloween can be quite happy. Children run around, dressed cute or scary, and get candy from adults who flock over their little costumes. But, way back when, Halloween was kind of an evil holiday. Some may have been happy, but most were frightened by it.


My Halloween was absolutely amazing. I spent 8.5 hours talking with the most amazing guy ever. Then, I went and hung out with two awesome ladies in a hot tub. I also learned something about myself.


I am afraid of being emotionally hurt, to the point that I can't get close to anyone. It seems like every attempt that I make to make something permanent, it seems to almost immediately fall apart. I don't know how to solve this problem, but I guess I need to try to, otherwise I'm going to continue to be used by people who don't care about me, and continue to use people who I don't care about.