Spoon

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If I could have any kind of spoon I would have a sky spoon. With this awesome spoon I would be able to scoop up pieces of the sky. They would turn to solid form as soon as they touched the spoon. I would reach up and take pieces of the sky when it was all different colors. I could scoop up weather patterns and put each piece in a jar, so that I could look at them whenever I felt like it. I would hold every color in the jars. That is all... thanks for reading about my sky spoon.

water.

I like water. It is raining. Rain is water... so, I like rain. The noise of it on the tin roof of the school just mellows out the chaotic environment. The theater troupe at my school is having a pizza party today. I can't wait. I love pizza and I love the actors. =] It will be fun. And that is pretty much all that I have to say. Adios!

Can't Sleep

Sleeping is overrated. So, I just don't do it. This morning I woke up at 2, layed in bed until 4, and got up (drank tea) and walked around outside. It was nice. I took pictures of the fog, went inside, edited the pictures, and uploaded them on facebook... actually it was just one. Maybe I will get up instead of laying in bed from now on. I like not being drowned with thoughts. The fresh air helps me sift through them and clarify. It was a little bit cold though. Monday always makes me tired though. Yawn.

Here is the picture...

The Play

Drama Drama. Haha. I'm exited for the play, but I'm also a little anxious. Not everyone knew their lines perfectly last night, including me. I hope it falls together alright. I think it will. I am so tired though. I should not drink an entire bottle of water right before bed. I woke up in the middle of my REM cycle because I had to pee. And then I didn't fall asleep after that. YAWN.

Yawn...

I have 3 pages left to write of my research paper... yay? It will probably take about 3+ hours. Which really isn't that bad, I just have such a hard time focusing. Track is going to be starting on the 24th. Practice will be at 5:30 every day. And softball will be starting. It's going to be very busy these next couple months. That's okay though. I managed last year, I will be fine. But, last year I slept some. I don't really sleep anymore. I think I should start waking up at 5, just to get into the correct sleeping schedule. I'm sort of just blabbering on. I'll stop that. Sorry for boring you.

Freakin' time change!

I didn't sleep last night. I suppose I should be used to it, but this time change made it feel like I had to get up at like 3 am. Not impressed.

Late

I was late today, because I stayed up talking to a friend. Now, I'm super confused. I'm not confused because I'm tired, because I probably over think things. I've learned that I'm afraid of emotion. If I feel emotion toward something or someone I can't ignore it (or them). I hate not being able to avoid my problems, which is not a good habit... I know. Yawn. That's all folks.

Poetry Slam

I went to a poetry slam last night. IT WAS AWESOME! I love the poets there... they are very supportive (and they hug very well). I need to write more often but I can't seem to find the right words to accurately portray my inspiration. hummm.... I should try to write soon, I just get frustrated when I can't get it right.

Flying...

I've never dreamed that I was flying. I think it would be fun though...

I would fly over cities and oceans and not be afraid because I would be in control. (I'm afraid of flying in airplanes.) Maybe I'd grow wings, and soar around. Maybe I'd frighten people. But, sadly, I cannot say for sure, because I've never had a dream where I was flying.